Being on summer break gives me lots of time to pause and reflect on the school year and my job in general. Don’t get me wrong, I love summer break; it’s delicious! But, I also really enjoy working and am grateful to be a working mom. Yes, I know the mommy wars are still very much (stupidly, in my opinion) raging (why can’t we all just get along and support one another??); this post is not meant to ignite another battle. Rather, I thought I’d share one mom’s thoughts on being a working mom and why I enjoy it:
Me and Lil’ CB before heading off to work/school on Crazy Hair Day!
1. I love what I do
I know that not everyone is lucky enough to have a job that they love. Thankfully, I happen to be one of those lucky people. From the time I was 11, I knew I wanted to be a teacher. I know that it is what I am meant to do; what I am called to do. And, at the risk of sounding arrogant, I know I’m good at what I do. While there are days that are harder than others, and while Mondays are still not my favorite, for the most part, I get up each work morning happy to go to school and excited for a new day of teaching and learning with my students. It energizes me and gives me so much fulfillment to see my students learn and grow and make progress. In fact, just a few weeks ago, students from my very first Kindergarten class graduated from high school! A few of them came back to visit and say goodbye and it was amazing to see them finish this part of their academic journeys and prepare to begin a new chapter in their lives. What a privilege it is to have been a part of that journey!
2. It keeps me grounded
I know I’ve mentioned this before, but I adore my school. It is truly an amazing place and I am so grateful that our family (Lil’ CB also attends as a student) is a part of its community. We are an extremely diverse school — diverse not only in ethnic and racial backgrounds, but also in socioeconomic status. Being engaged with families that come from different walks of life exposes us to many welcome new experiences. It also keeps me in check and prevents us from always wanting to “keep up with the Joneses.” I really feel that working allows me to make connections and friendships with people I otherwise would have never met or interacted with, and gives me and my family a better, more real worldview.
3. We need the double income
We live in an area with a very high cost-of-living. We love it here and want to remain here, but the reality is that we need the double income to live here. We also get our insurance through my school district and get retirement benefits through my work as well, both of which we are grateful to receive!
4. It makes me a better wife
I am a true extrovert. I need to be around other people and work best when there are others around me to energize me. If I didn’t have work as my outlet for this, I am fairly certain I would overwhelm Mr. Cowboy when he came home from work! I am also fairly certain that were I not able to be around other adults during the day, I’d eventually find myself feeling a little bit resentful of Mr. Cowboy. I realize that might sound crazy, but seriously, the extrovert part of me gets anxious thinking about having to be by myself all day. Don’t get me wrong, I do appreciate alone time and there are a TON of things that I could get done during the day, but the idea of having all that time everyday on my own overwhelms me. Being around my colleagues and being able to put my energy to use at school helps me stay fresh and have a different kind of energy when I come home. While work can definitely be exhausting, I find that I am more energized after working than on days when I am not working.
5. It makes me a better mom
Even when Lil’ CB was not in school full time, I still wanted to work. I adore my son and love being with him and hanging out with him, but I also know that we both do best when we have time apart to do our own thing. Before Lil’ CB was in Kindergarten, I worked half time, and that was perfect for us. Lil’ CB had his mornings in preschool, which he loved, and I had my mornings with my Kindergartners, which I loved. I am almost certain that Lil’ CB is also an extrovert, so he really needs and craves time around others, too. Plus, our time apart made our reunions all the more sweeter and made us (or at least made ME ) appreciate the time we did have together. Once Lil’ CB began Kindergarten and was in school all day, I went back to working full time and that has, thankfully, continued to work well for us! Our situation is a little unique because he attends school at my school, but it confirms my decision and want to work all the more. I love that we both have stories to share from our classes and that we are excited to swap them with each other after a day apart. And even though I love being around and teaching other people’s children during the day, there’s nothing like being reunited with your own after a day at work!
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I fully respect and understand that each mom’s decision to work or stay home is her own, and I sincerely hope that whatever your decision is works well for you and your family!
blogger / eggplant / 11551 posts
I agree with most your points! Sadly, I can’t say I LOVE what I do, but I love the people I get to work with. The work I do is not my passion or dream, just simply a means to providing for our family. And you do not sound arrogant – own it, sister!! You ARE good at what you do, and your passion comes through in ALL your early childhood education posts.
And that pic of you and CB is way too cute for words! Tomorrow is crazy hair day at our children’s school too – I was thinking about doing N’s hairstyle similar to yours, lol~
blogger / pomegranate / 3044 posts
@Mrs. High Heels: I am in the same boat as you, this post is me except that I’m not necessarily passionate about my actual job, but love my team.
Great post! So glad you’ve found the right fit for you all. How crazy that your kindergarteners are now in college!
blogger / apricot / 349 posts
Sometimes I wish I worked too. I really liked my job but I think having parents who ALWAYS worked and was never really around made me want to stay home with my daughter more.
Isn’t it weird but awesome when you see old students come back to see you and they are so mature?
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I love this post. I am also a teacher and am on summer break. I love the chance that I have to be a part time teacher and a mom at the same time. It’s the best of both worlds!
blogger / pear / 1563 posts
I love this post so much! I know at some point I will likely go back to teaching. There are some parts that I love and miss, but I know that right now with two little kiddos that would be in daycare, working full-time doesn’t make much financial sense for us.
I didn’t know you worked part-time before. Part-time work is definitely my “dream.” Right now it’s from home, but I would love to go back to part-time Spanish teaching at some point, probably full-time when both kids are in school.
I also love reading about moms’ decisions about SAH or WOH when they love whichever they are doing. Also, I wish that my kids could be in your kindergarten class. It would be quite a commute though.
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Thank you so much for this post. I need to go back.to work and this has given me the courage too. God bless you for sharing.
blogger / nectarine / 2687 posts
@Mrs. High Heels: @Mrs. Tiger: I think loving the people you work with is just as important! I definitely would not love my school or my job if I didn’t love my colleagues! And I’m glad to hear you have similar thoughts…there have been times when I’ve been in the minority with these thoughts!
blogger / nectarine / 2687 posts
@Mrs. Schoolbus: I could see how that would impact your decision! My mom worked when I was little, until my sister was about 1 (I was 7 then) and then she took time off until my sister was maybe 8. She told me that she felt so bad that she worked when I was little and that she always felt guilty about it (mom guilt was real, even in the 80s!), but honestly, I don’t really remember her working, which actually helped me feel fine with going back to work. Funny how that works out!
And, yes, it’s amazing to see students come back! It totally weirds me out when they are taller than I am!
blogger / nectarine / 2687 posts
@Mrs. Pinata: We were only able to make part-time work because we had Lil’ CB in a very, very affordable home daycare and then when he was 3, he was able to attend preschool at my school for free! He was a “peer model” in the special preschool class for 2 years and we LOVED it!
I would love to have your kiddos in my class!!! But, yes, unless you have your own super jet, that’d probably be a ridiculous commute
blogger / nectarine / 2687 posts
@Katie @Charlotte: Thanks so much for your kind words! Charlotte, best of luck to you as your transition back to work — I hope it feels right for your family, too!
coconut / 8279 posts
Awesome!
I feel the same way. I love being productive and am grateful for a creative job that I truly enjoy. And J has really thrived since going to daycare and now preschool. We’re both happier when we’re out of the house.
I’ve never been a homebody myself. I get restless and I can see that in my son, too. He really loves school, learning new things. I have a feeling he’s going to be the kind of kid that gets bored if the classes aren’t challenging enough for him, I’ll have to stay on top of his teachers!
blogger / nectarine / 2043 posts
There are all the reasons I work as well. I don’t have a defined career path like you, but my professional life is such a huge part of my identity, I can’t imagine not working.
GOLD / wonderful apricot / 22646 posts
Definitely feel the same way! And I feel grateful to have a flex schedule that allows me to be around my babies even while working a full time job. I feel super lucky and blessed to have the best of both worlds while still maintaining my career!
wonderful pear / 26210 posts
Thanks for writing this post!
At the end of the day, I am glad I had a choice to make, I always try to remember that.
blogger / nectarine / 2687 posts
@rachiecakes: me, too…i totally get restless at home! in fact, the start of summer break is always super daunting to me! i’d love to have J in my class one day!
blogger / nectarine / 2687 posts
@mrsjyw: that’s wonderful! I think flexible schedules are so great!
pomegranate / 3053 posts
What a great picture and what great hair you both have! I hope to someday feel the same way you do after I go back to work. I used to love my job, my career before kids. I hope to love whatever I end up doing after I return. I haven’t decided what to do yet or if I’ll go back to my old career… but hope to someday soon. My oldest is entering 1st grade in the Fall, just like Lil’ CB. I still remember them sitting in the swings at our favorite playground in Vienna. Hope to meet up again after we return to the area in a couple of years.
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Thank you so so so much for writing this! I don’t have kids yet, but we’re hoping to start trying in the near future. One of my biggest reservations is that I love my job and I sometimes feel like I’ll have to give it up for kids. My career is such a big part of my identity and, like you, I need to interact with others throughout the day. So often I hear about women giving up their careers for their kids, but I don’t hear the other side very much. I love hearing about women who have kids and are still working outside the house and loving it!