Hi friends!

I’m so sorry I’ve been missing around here. We’ve been so busy with Baby Noah and adjusting to our “new normal” because we haven’t really fully figured things out yet. My wonderful mom was here helping us for the first week, and my wonderful mother-in-law was here the week after that. Right now I’m on day 2 of being by myself with the 2 kiddos. So far so good!

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Yesterday was hard though, I won’t lie. It wasn’t hard work, but I guess it was just stressful for me with lots of juggling — laundry, dishes, Paige’s needs (she has a cold just like me and her dad), her providers coming in and out, the exterminator making his monthly upkeep visit, Noah’s needs, my needs. I managed it all, even during Paige’s several afternoon tantrums, and some overlapping with Noah’s crying for food. The only thing I left out was to eat my own lunch. Oh well.

I’m finding that I’m at the mercy of little Noah’s feedings. I cannot control when they fall, so it’s hard to plan the day around anything. And little Paige has to learn to accept that I’m out of commission during these feedings, and that she has to wait. It’s a hard lesson for her, but she’s doing better than I thought she would. Paige is extremely loving and caring toward her brother. Whenever she sees him, she sends many tender words and pats his way. She also likes to kiss his head and sing him songs. He’s such a lucky brother!

Noah has been a dreamboat. He is 3 weeks old and he is heavenly. He sleeps in 4-4.5 hour chunks, wakes up and gives a little raptor-like yelp for food, which I oblige with a bottle. He’s already taking about 5 ounces per feeding! He’s not even a month old yet. Yikes! He’s so calm and quiet and just peers around while he’s awake. So I unswaddle him and let him watch us play. When his kicks slow down, I reswaddle him and he zonks back out in his little 30 degree recline chair (placed in the pack n play in the living room). That’s pretty much it! We’ll see how that changes as he gets older, but for now I’m soaking in the honeymoon of his disposition and hoping it lasts! I’m very grateful for his calmness!

In the meantime, my physical recovery has been difficult and slow. I injured my tailbone again with this delivery, and I believe it is broken again. So, it’s hard to get up and around, but I’m doing fine. My hip pain is relieved though! My sciatica is also gone. Heaven! I can walk!

I have so much I want to write about in this space. I just need to organize my thoughts and get typing! I’ll be back soon with the organized thoughts I mentioned. Hopefully. We’ll see how these next feedings go!