I’ve previously written about how I didn’t love breastfeeding with Charlie and ended up exclusively pumping for 9 months. Then I wrote about how my experience with Olive was completely different, and how well breastfeeding was going the second time around. Olive is now 9 months old, so I think it’s about time for an update!

Because Olive was born 5 weeks early, she had an extended hospital stay and a lot of trouble latching on in the early days. She was exclusively bottle-fed for the first couple weeks of her life, but I redoubled my efforts and tried breastfeeding again when she was around a month old. At first Olive wasn’t very efficient and would nurse for over an hour if I let her, only to be hungry again an hour or two later! But with time and practice, she became an efficient little nurser, and I’ve long forgotten how much effort it used to be to breastfeed in the early days.


Olive has clocked countless hours on her boppy! For some reason, babies like to stick their fingers in your mouth when nursing.

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Now that Olive has started solids and she’s a little bit older, our nursing relationship has started to change. Olive absolutely loves solids. She is still nursing as frequently as she was pre-solids (every 3-4 hours), but since she’s getting a good portion of her daily calories from solids now, she’s nursing for a much shorter duration. She used to love taking her time and would easily nurse for 15 minutes, but now our sessions are down to 5 minutes. Because she’s now mobile and so interested in the world around her, she also gets distracted while nursing much more easily. My friend with a baby the same age as Olive gets so distracted nursing, she only gives him bottles when they’re out and about.

Olive still wakes up 1-3 times at night, and I nurse her back to sleep every time. I’m almost certain that she will start sleeping through the night if I night wean her, as that has been the experience for many moms who nurse at night. Yes I am tired — I haven’t slept through the night since she was born! But I don’t spend enough time with her in the day, so I don’t mind waking up enough to night wean just yet. Other than the waking up part, nursing at night is pretty easy. We’re both in a semi-awake state, but we’re in synch and somehow able to find the perfect nursing position together in the pitch black dark.

Olive is now only 2 1/2 months away from turning 1. I always thought that I’d wean her around 1 because I didn’t feel comfortable with the idea of nursing a toddler, and I was worried that it might be more difficult to wean a toddler. I also considered continuing to pump once or twice a day for up to another year, as long as I had a decent supply. Pumping is such a hassle now, but if I only did it once a day, I don’t think it’d be that hard since I work from home. And if I have the supply, why not give Olive breastmilk until she’s 2? I actually have a little bit of an oversupply lately since Olive has been taking less in her bottles, so I’ve been giving Charlie some breastmilk in his bottle every night to help with his constipation!

I’m not sure when I’ll wean. Maybe Olive will self wean and make the decision for me. As happy as I will be to have my body back and enjoy a drink (or three) when she’s weaned, I know that a part of me will be very sad when it eventually happens. I have no idea if I’ll go beyond a year, but now that we’re so close to it, I wouldn’t mind continuing to nurse beyond a year, and I wouldn’t force weaning either.

I didn’t expect to, but I have to admit that I’ve truly enjoyed the breastfeeding experience and the special bond that Olive and I have shared. I think it has been one of my greatest accomplishments as a mother to date!

How did you wean your little one? Were you ready to wean at that point?